Sunday, February 04, 2007
UTTERLY UPSET. DEEPLY DISAPPOINTED. VERY VERY ANGRY.
That's how i'm feeling right now.
It's undoubtedly one of the WORST day of my life.
Why is it that people always do something bad without thinking of the effects and the consequences that their actions will have on themselves and also on others, especially their love ones??
Don't they know that there'll be somekind of retribution when they do something bad??
So why do something bad?? Why? Why? Why? I just dont get it!
To that someone...
Why did you do something that is soooo STUPID and so UNNECESSARY???!!!
It was TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR.
WHY did you NOT USE YOUR BRAIN????
WHY??!!!
YOUR action led me into crying.. in front of a total stranger (actually it's a room full of people but i'm not sure if anyone else saw me crying).
I tried to hold back my tears but i really cant help it...they just keep flowing...i've no control over them.
You let me and a few other people down. We really care for you, you know that????
I felt HUMILIATED. I felt so ASHAMED of YOU.
WHY did you do what you did??
If i could
HIT you right now, slap some
SENSE into that apparently
UNDER-USED brain of yours, i would...seriously, i mean it...i've hit you before and i wont hesitate to do it again if necessary..
So dont you dare underestimate me...
I dont know that
YOU were was capable of such actions.
It
HURT me and worst of all, it hurt my
MUM.
I could tell she was disappointed and sad. Maybe angry...but mostly disappointed.
If i could chose btw people being angry with me and people being disappointed of me, i chose them being angry anytime. Disappointment sucks...
Seeing someone like your MUM in disappointment is even suckier, 'cause she sacrificed so much for her family.
So
WHY? WHY? WHY?
Just watch my wildest dreams come true;
None of them Involving You...
8:10 PM
